5/18/2020
Dear Diary,
Allen Dershowitz, the vile sociopath scum who was pals with pedophile Jeffrey Epstein, has this lovely perspective to share with us skeptics who don’t want the state to inject the sociopath’s “solution” to their plandemic into our bodies:
"[L]et me put it very clearly, you have no constitutional right to endanger the public and spread the disease even if you disagree, you have no right not to be vaccinated, you have no right not to wear a mask, you have no right to open up your business. And if you refuse to be vaccinated the state has the power to literally take you to a doctor's office and plunge a needle into your arm. If there's a disease that will kill you, you have the right to refuse that, but you have no right to refuse to be vaccinated against a contagious disease for public health. The police have the power of the Constitution that gives the state the power to compel that".
What in the ever living fuck is going on here?
5/20/20
Dear Diary,
I’m having difficulty processing the immensity of a conversation I had tonight with a woman I have never met in person.
Let me back up.
Before humanity’s collective focus turned to CoronaCovid 24/7, there were several narrative threads I was tugging at for a creative project I was planning.
I wanted to take on the engines of gentrification transforming my community into another idyllic playground for wealth to luxuriate in, while displacing those who don’t live on passive income from smart investments and diversified stock portfolios, and that entailed telling the stories of those the system discards.
When a man at the local homeless shelter I used to work at was killed by another resident, and that other resident, though apprehended within 24 hours, and initially charged with felony assault, was then released, I took notice. And I wrote about it on my blog. And the family of the deceased took notice and reached out.
Let me shift gears for a sec and tell you about my haircut. My hair has been growing from my head for five or six years now, going all the way back to my days working at the shelter. I’ve been getting hints of intuition the hair needs to come off, and today was the day. My daughter snipped off the first curl, my wife clippered off my ponytail, and my mom was on-hand to observe. I joked they were Delilah’ing my hair.
What does this have to do with the phone call?
The woman I talked to tonight is the sister of the man who was killed at the homeless shelter where I used to work. My early interactions with his family were naturally guarded because I didn’t know them and they didn’t know me. We all knew something was wrong with the official story, and I readily shared any insights that might be helpful, but then the pandemic hit and everything changed.
But I haven’t forgotten and the man’s family has not forgotten and my conversation with Jejchelle tonight confirms something larger than all of us is working through us to make something happen.
5/21/2020,
Dear Diary,
The Governor of Illinois, Governor Pritzker, is facing County resistance to his efforts to maintain lockdowns across the state. The Sheriff of DuPage County, James Mendrick, had this to say on Facebook:
As Sheriff, I feel that my own 1st amendment constitutional right to free speech has been completely trampled on by a governor who has threatened my Offices’ reimbursement and grant funds as a tool to force me not to speak. I just can’t do this any more. I stand with our citizens and businesses of DuPage County who have offered no trouble or no resistance to any rule we put upon them, no matter how strange. In fact they have communally helped to support us during this pandemic with resources and physical help. I will not have a polarized and threatened society when we are currently experiencing nothing but great treatment from our citizens and businesses.
The Sheriff of Kendall County, Dwight Baird, also said he has no intention of enforcing the Governor’s executive order, saying the order “is not a law”.
While I was reading about all this I kept thinking the name “Pritzker” sounded familiar. And then it hit me.
William Skink said something about this family and how they relate to the time-spot. Something about the garden of a thousand Buddahs. I need to look into this more, it feels important.
5/22/2020
Dear Diary,
The boys have been enjoying poker. Well, when they get good hands they enjoy poker.
Yesterday I randomly kept a queen and a 9, then drew two queens and a nine. Today I had a pair of Kings, then drew another King and two 3s. Two full houses. It feels significant to me, but I can’t explain why.
Anyhoo,
I wrote a poem yesterday; these COVAXICON poems just keep coming, and often at Council Groves. I’m calling this one N MEN:
N MEN
lock me in the sock drawer, mama
the needle men are here
the dreams they bring
with pinprick stings
hiss like daddy’s beer
Christopher on the playground
said his dad has a plan
the heart can see
how the mind deceives
but I didn’t understand
all I see are eyes now, mama
and hands that cannot touch
I want to play
but Karen will say
I use it like a crutch
the cartoons have gone feral
like silly Pepe frog
oh what the heck
I’ll channel KEK
and rule from my log
Daddy hasn’t spoken
for 19 days and nights
before going mum
he told me, his son
to teach rabbits how to fight
I’m not sure how to do this
they cannot hold the knives
so instead I said
with our strong legs
we best run for our lives
5/23/2020
Dear Diary,
I am continually impressed by the work of Ryan Christian and Whitney Webb at The Last American Vagabond. They continue exposing some of the lesser known people providing the connective tissue to this end times power grab the sociopaths are trying to pull off on us.
While everyone knows the names of people like Bill Gates and Jeffrey Epstein, hardly anyone has ever heard of Bob Langer, an MIT professor who is raking in obscene amounts of money thanks to Covid-19, and who holds many patents:
Another early investor of Moderna Inc. is on the cusp of owning a stake worth at least $1 billion after the biotech firm reported encouraging early trial results for an experimental Covid-19 vaccine.
The value of board member Bob Langer’s 3.2% holding, including stock options, rose to $934.3 million Monday, as the shares surged 20% to a record $80 each. Langer, a professor at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, would be at least the third individual with Moderna holdings topping $1 billion, joining Chief Executive Officer Stephane Bancel and Harvard University professor Timothy Springer.
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Langer, 71, has licensed or sub-licensed patents to more than 400 biotech, pharmaceutical, chemical and medical companies, according to his biography at MIT’s Langer Lab.
Langer has been described as the “common denominator” in the scramble to develop a vaccine. Remember his name, it’s an under-the-radar big one to pay attention to.
To aid in the preservation of memory, a poem for Bob:
Covaxitastic patent man
Bob, from MIT
didn’t get the axe
for awkward ties to Epstein
his colleague in the media lab,
Joi Ito, had to quit
but Bob survived the scandal
because his patents are the shit
a chip to turn fertility off
and on by remote control?
you’re in their science fiction now
just try to break their hold
so Rogan has gone rogue
and throws down against Big Tech
lets Alex break the story
going for their neck
maybe there’s some fight
left in people’s spine
that the lockiNazi control zombies
cannot quite out-shine
5/25/2020
Dear Diary,
I wrote another poem. I feel like I ran across a poem tree and there are a bunch of ripe poems and all I have to do is shake the branches a bit and the poems just plop down on the ground.
monkey man can be improved
attributes can be enhanced
listen up, you dumb baboons
time to wear your dancing pants
some of you won’t make the grade
junkie monkeys, fatties, flakes
but some of you know the game
a spot in time before Yellowstone shakes
monkey armies, we play both sides
merrily popping champagne corks
important only that you die
while we eat foie gras on golden forks
monkey man, don’t looks so glum
spider silk makes goat milk strong
and if you play your cards correctly
you might strap on our golden dong
5/26/2020
Dear Diary,
I somehow stumbled upon the idea of star-seeds this morning. I was trying to find interesting books on the topic of Transhumanism, but somehow landed on Zingdad Dot Com.
Star-seeds are brave souls from other star systems, like the Pleiades. To become star-seeds they sign a contract, get their assignment, traumatize themselves to lower vibrations in order to mix among us lowly earth creatures, then, if they complete their contract, they heal themselves and create paths for mere mortals to participate in the work of raising consciousness.
Here is a little taste of the Zingdad:
Earth is, at this time, quite a focal destination. It is the single biggest destination for Pleiadian Starseeds. There are a number of reasons for this. One is the close familial relationship between Pleiadians and Earth Humans. Another is the great need, at this time, upon the Earth. Also there is the fact of the high degree of difficulty and challenge. Earth is, in fact, considered to be the very toughest assignment of all. And Pleiadians are by nature a brave lot. Some would say foolhardy. We are ever willing to give ourselves to the most challenging endeavours. But most of all we are here in great numbers because of the critical importance to the entire galaxy that Earth’s human population succeeds in the in-situ ascension process that is being attempted here. This has never been done before. And if it succeeds, it will irrevocably alter galactic relations. It will end, once and for all, the interplanetary wars that have raged since the beginning of time.
I am in a particularly acute open-to-everything mindset, thanks in large part to plugging away at Gary Lachman’s Dark Star Rising; Magick And Power In The Age Of Trump.
I am nearing the end of Dark Star Rising and some of the material on Russian practitioners is truly illuminating.
O the charade all this is! The PR glamour!
I marvel and do what I can. Who am I? Who indeed. Poetry! Poetry!
So a poem to conclude the day. Good night!
maybe I’m a star-seed
contracted to the earth
lowering my vibration
to help with cosmic birth
do dark ones hunt the star-seeds
with karma glue-gun blasts?
blocking our ascension
with spirit-trapping masks?
maybe I’m a hologram
made by AI lords
who make and break creation
‘cause life is such a bore
singularity our big bang?
algorithmic blood?
programmer god with perfect bod
planning another flood?
maybe I’m a virus
in need of Agent Smith
praying for Keanu
to fix the spreading rift
predictive, some will say
others: it’s ordained
when you see his DOB
you must rewire your brain
maybe I’m a thot form
garbled from the start
sequence, time, all a lie
just some mind’s mental fart
if they disappear me
it’s for a larger plan
dark ones hate the star-seeds
rising from the land
5/28/2020
Dear Diary,
Another cop killed another black man, this time in Minneapolis. The cop put his knee on the throat of George Floyd until he died. It was caught on video. Now, riots.
A familiar pattern occurs with these events. Agent provocateurs infiltrate protests and commit acts of violence so that media can depict the protestors as violent thugs. The provocateur in this case was filmed breaking the windows of the Autozone before it got torched. The man was dressed all in black, had a professional gas mask on, and an umbrella.
Will this spark of unrest spread to other cities? It already has. The summer of rage has begun.
5/29/2020
Dear Diary,
The Simpsons is a cartoon show I grew up watching. Over the years, the show has been credited with predicting all kinds of real-world events, like the election of Donald Trump, for example.
Now a 2010 episode is coming under scrutiny because it depicts a cabal of media titans convening a secret meeting in the crown of the Statue of Liberty to cook up the next “phony baloney crisis”. Check out this quote from the episode:
“I’d like to call to order this secret conclave of American media empires. We’re here to come up with the next phony-baloney crisis to put Americans back where they belong: In dark rooms, glued to their televisions, too terrified to skip the commercials”.
It gets better as the man continues with his idea:
“I think we should go with a good old-fashioned public health scare.”
Then a woman adds:
“A new disease. No one’s immune. It’s like the summer of the shark except, instead of a shark, its an epidemic. And instead of summer, it’s all the time!”
Sure, a show that has existed for over 30 seasons is bound to come up with content that mirrors real life, but this is ridiculous. File this under predictive programming.
5/31/2020
Dear Diary,
The Coronavirus has taken a sudden backseat to the multi-faceted reaction to the police slaying of George Webb. With more violence sure to explode tonight, I’m doing my best to inform the few readers of my little blog a difficult conclusion I have arrived at. I’ll just repost the whole thing:
I know it’s going to be difficult to accept what I’m about to say because people get very invested in their chosen narratives, but it’s important that you at least be exposed to the notion that it’s all true.
It’s true that people engaged in peaceful protests.
It’s true that people engaged in lawless looting.
It’s true that provocateurs have committed acts of vandalism and sometimes carry umbrellas.
It’s true that Antifa exists and that they don’t advocate gently placing flowers in the gaping hole of a long gun.
It’s true that some very messed up militia minded people call themselves Boogaloo Bois, wear Hawaiian shirts, and are showing up to add their brand of crazy to the mix.
It’s true looters come in all shades and sizes.
It’s true some desperate people are taking things they need.
It’s true some opportunistic people are taking things they want.
It’s true opportunistic government thugs suddenly shifted the Covid-19 rationale for using contract tracing to a catch-them-rioters rationale for using contract tracing.
It’s true the policy infrastructure for enacting martial law has been a long-term, bi-partisan project.
It’s true that now is the time to realize what’s at stake, but instead of acting collectively for our mutual benefit, the cognitive challenge of accepting that all these things can be true at the same time will keep us tied to one of these things to the exclusion of all the others.
It’s hard work, I know. But I have faith in you.
6/2/2020
Dear Diary,
The above entry was front-paged at Moon of Alabama and has gotten positive feedback for the most part. I have even gotten a better picture of Richard Steven Hack and he is knowledgeable about Nazi occult sociopaths as much as I am, so not sure if his aggression is just an act or if he is a bored intelligence agent just fucking around with earnest poets like myself.
On another blog I ran across a crazy, crazy back and forth between Anna, who I have quoted previously, and someone going by the handle Boethius. I will copy and paste the exchange below:
ANNA: Boethius,
You know what’s going on and why, right?
And maybe you know what’s going on on the Moon….
I was told military are able to go to the moon and are currently working on something, controlled by someone…
And I feel you know why Elon Musk is so obsessed by Mars.
BOETHIUS: Hey Anna, consider the lockdown/quarantine ritual. The whole world stays indoors and nobody goes to work unless they provide a necessary service like food, energy, communication. This lasts for several months or more. And you always wear a mask when you go outside. It’s exactly the same ritual as the fake ISS except recreated here on earth. At best it’s a ritual, at worst it’s practice, training or testing to see how well we’ll do.
ANNA: Hi Boethius,
Glad to have you back here.
…How well we’ll do here on Earth after a possible catastrophe, on the Moon or on Mars? Or else, inside capsules kept underground?
I know “they” actually want to go to the Moon or somewhere in outer space and save their asses should a natural catastrophe take place here, their “gods” promised them they’d be the “chosen ones”.
They’re so rich and so stupid.
BOETHIUS: Anna, nice to be back. Never thought I’d meet someone who sees what the Elite are working towards: the mass exodus from earth and not in rocket ships, which don’t work in the vacuum except in movies. Leaving is only one possible future. Another would be people coming here, not aliens, I don’t think, but humans, maybe the same ones who left a long time ago, returning. That’s Thomas Pynchon’s take on 9/11 as stated in “Against the Day” and “Bleeding Edge” Covid-19 and 9/11 are connected, part of the same scheme, ritual, dream.
ANNA: I was told that the creators of the Moon -not the one we see which is an hologram, the real one behind, smaller and currently invaded my human military and someone else (“their” gods) that controls us here and them- are coming back, on the Moon I mean, not here (I think, but you never know) cos the elites’ times nearly over.
The moon is 12.000 years old, was put there by a very advanced race who looks like us and works as a beacon in the sky that goes off as an alarm should an unwanted invasion from outer space take place. They used to live on Mars but there was a collision with Saturn, Venus and the moon being the result of that collision. They managed to survive, left Mars which was destroyed and managed to move the Moon closer to Earth through a very sophisticated technology.
They are making sure nobody can interfere with our (poor) evolution and free (ah!) will, planet Earth will do the rest when the time is right.
Still have to read Pynchon’s books. I think he has the same sources of info I have, which is very interesting.
Boethius it’d be wonderful to have you on board here, what you say is fascinating and always confirms my thoughts and info I get.
Oh, I forgot something.
The “gods” that live on the Moon need our energy to survive and the military to do the work, as their body is not dense like ours. They’re the ones that made ancient civilizations believe they are Gods who need blood rituals and sacrifices to keep benevolent towards mankind. Think Yahweh for instance. Surely one of them.
They created all religions to keep mankind in slavery.
There’s a reason why Gurdjieff said a long time ago ” we are food for the Moon”. He knew what’s going on up there.
Time to evict them and get our lives back.
BOETHIUS: Anna, everything you say is insane, paranoid, schizophrenic ramblings except that it’s probably true. I know because I was on the ground at 9/11 on 9/11 and I saw the troops invading. I literally saw them on the ground marching. That’s what made me leave my office, not the planes, the troops. When I got downstairs my panic was gone and I didn’t see anything that made me worried. I don’t know if I was hallucinating, being shown the past, present or future another dimension and alternative reality (what Pynchon calls “Deep Archer” in his typical stupid name syntax). I was hoping that some other 9/11 witness might have had the same experience but never found anyone who saw anything at all, not even the people I used to work with. Looks like we’re the ones making sculptures of Devil’s Tower out of mashed potatoes on our plates. But we’re not the only ones.
ANNA: Boethius,
Had anything unusual happened to you prior to that day? I mean do you have “paranormal” abilities of some sorts?
Can you recall the uniforms the troops you saw were wearing? Did they look like they were from another age or modern ones?
Did they look human, and american?
Maybe I’m asking you too much and I apologise for being so insistent, but I’d really love to read a piece written by yourself about that day, as much detailed as possible.
We’re not mad, we’ve been lied to about the universe and our life here for too long. Time to find out the truth.
BOETHIUS: was the only person who saw the second plane wasn’t real that day (the first plane was probably a propeller plane, possibly from the WWI or WWII era) so I was the last one left in the building. Everyone else was rushing down the main stairs into the Winter Garden lobby. For me the plane stopped moving, then got smaller, then farther away. So I looked down whereas for the entire time our eyes had been directed upwards, at the towers, to see the fake effect of the fake first airliner crash, which itself was probably a projected image. It wasn’t very convincing. The guy standing next to me commented on how it didn’t look real. Big hole in a building, no people, papers, desks, office furniture, fuselage, wreckage, etc… Anyway, when I looked down I saw the troops marching and immediately decided that I had time to run home and protect my wife. So I took off down the emergency exit which only one other person was using. When I got to the street I had no more feelings of danger or panic. Everything was calm. No hole in the Tower, no planes in the sky, no troops marching. For a long time I thought the images of the troops were to get me to leave, to not see what was really going on at the base of the tower. If I had stayed in my office until the end I probably would have been killed because the tower detonation shot concrete and asbestos directly into my windows smashing everything to bits. So maybe the image of the troops saved my life that day. Maybe it also kept me from seeing what I wasn’t allowed to see. Maybe I saw it anyway because later I had a vision of the instructions to leave earth being given and even today I believe that is one of the things that happened at the base of the towers on 9/11 which is why I don’t think it was about money or power. It was about what’s happening next, whenever next is, tomorrow or 1,000 years from now. When I found out my family has been part of the top since 1111 (for those into numbers, that’s our year), for those who don’t think names can be patented, that’s when we received our letters patent) I knew that 1,000 years is nothing and those at the top can easily hold their position that long no matter what upheaval, war, dictator, plague, famine, etc… civilization endures, it’s all just something for them to do while waiting. Recently I’ve started to consider that the troops coming and our (some or all of us) leaving are two alternative futures and if there is a war, it’s between those two possibilities. Since reading Pynchon I’ve started to consider that those coming are human time travelers especially since the first plane was an old one from the days of vacuum tubes and propellers, not some fancy alien warp-engine anti-gravity wormhole device.
The quiet of 9/11 is what got me thinking about a message being sent/received. Nobody said a word that day. No sirens, no fire alarms, no evacuation messages, no screaming people (not until the towers fell), no police barking orders. I walked right up to the base and a (fake) cop saw me, looked right at me but didn’t say anything. It was the quietest day in the history of NYC. Even Bush kept his mouth shut when he got the news. Everybody at home watching on TV kept their mouths shut. Pynchon talks about this exact thing in Against the Day. A fake terrorist attack designed to shut the whole world up. And then we got quiet again for the corona-hoax. Maybe another message sent/received.
ANNA: Hi Boethius,
First of all I want to thank you for telling us what you witnessed that day.
See, since I’ve been practicing with my Shaman friend I’ve experienced so many “weird” things for an average human being that nothing shocks me anymore.
You experienced something extraordinary in the pure sense of the word: Something out of the ordinary. You had to be there in that very moment and see what you saw and no one else. Why? I dunno. Might be something related to your family heritage, or some spiritual destiny, but whatever that is, it’s really impressive.
The vision you had about an order to leave Earth, for what I know could be related to what the élites want to do as soon as a glaciation takes place. They know it’s going to happen within a few years as we are currently in the middle of two ice events: One that takes place every 100.000 years and a smaller one that happens every 11.500 years or so. Volcanic activity has increased by 700% and the climate change thing promoted by Greta Thunberg is pure bullshit. The planet is cooling down, not heating up.
In the next few years there are probably going to be great catastrophes around the world and they want to make sure they save their asses; they’re sure their gods, the same ones they’ve been sacrificing innocents to for thousands of years, will land with their space ships to collect them as so they’ve been told. It’s a lie of course, but the false pandemic in which they actually believe I was told, it’s being used against mankind to finish off the job of reducing us all to vaccinated and chipped slaves to make sure we do not wake up and kill them when they leave the planet, so hindering their plans.
About the troops you saw, you could have had a vision of the past in a different place but it helped you to leave the building immediately. Had you seen something normal you probably would have died. It wasn’t your destiny to die that day. In the Shamanic world things like that are known as the information field ( or energy wave) that sends you visions or strange events to turn your life upside down and change it for good.
I’ve always known the two planes were holograms. I can’t remember though, whether there is a video of the first fake plane hitting one the towers, must watch it again.
***I’ll interject here that I have reoccurring dreams (not as frequently as I used to) of seeing ships leaving earth and of trying to escape something, and of being left behind. Anna continues by responding to another commenter about her “moon theory”.
ANNA: Hi TIMR,
I’ve been practising with a Shaman for a few years now. He does astral travels and I do lucid dreaming.
That means that during our “trips” (we don’t use drugs, only drumbeat to get in the right mental state) we encounter entities, either from spiritual realm so without a body, or from other planets, and some have a physical body.
Some entities are always the same, giving us answers to our questions. They never interfere with our free will so they answer by giving us part of the story and hints we then have to think about and come up with other questions in order to have more complete answers.
The problem you’re experiencing with the moon reflection is due to the position of the hologram relative to the sun and the Earth, it is not parallel because it comes from a source of light which is itself a reflection of a light coming from a very advanced machinery hidden underground. That’s the way I understood it, but keep in mind that I don’t have a scientific degree, so I might have gotten that wrong.
The famous “dark side of the moon” has never existed, and this explains the strange orbit the moon had related to Earth and the sun which always seems to hide that side.
The hologram is a concave light that covers up the real moon.
You are free to not believe me or think I’m total nutcase, but if you know shamanic practices a bit you know I’m telling the truth.
Anyway, I think Pynchon is able to do astral travels or he comes from wealth and has the possibility to talk to military involved in secret space projects, or has another way to contact entities that give him all the info he then puts into his books.
At the end of the day Tesla had his own sources too and he was a genius…