5/18/2020
Dear Diary,
Allen Dershowitz, the vile sociopath scum who was pals with pedophile Jeffrey Epstein, has this lovely perspective to share with us skeptics who don’t want the state to inject the sociopath’s “solution” to their planedmic into our bodies:
"[L]et me put it very clearly, you have no constitutional right to endanger the public and spread the disease even if you disagree, you have no right not to be vaccinated, you have no right not to wear a mask, you have no right to open up your business. And if you refuse to be vaccinated the state has the power to literally take you to a doctor's office and plunge a needle into your arm. If there's a disease that will kill you, you have the right to refuse that, but you have no right to refuse to be vaccinated against a contagious disease for public health. The police have the power of the Constitution that gives the state the power to compel that".
What in the ever living fuck is going on here?
5/20/20
Dear Diary,
I’m having difficulty processing the immensity of a conversation I had tonight with a woman I have never met in person.
Let me back up.
Before humanity’s collective focus turned to CoronaCovid 24/7, there were several narrative threads I was tugging at for a creative project I was planning.
I wanted to take on the engines of gentrification transforming my community into another idyllic playground for wealth to luxuriate in, while displacing those who don’t live on passive income from smart investments and diversified stock portfolios, and that entailed telling the stories of those the system discards.
When a man at the local homeless shelter I used to work at was killed by another resident, and that other resident, though apprehended within 24 hours, and initially charged with felony assault, was then released, I took notice. And I wrote about it on my blog. And the family of the deceased took notice and reached out.
Let me shift gears for a sec and tell you about my haircut. My hair has been growing from my head for five or six years now, going all the way back to my days working at the shelter. I’ve been getting hints of intuition the hair needs to come off, and today was the day. My daughter snipped off the first curl, my wife clippered off my ponytail, and my mom was on-hand to observe. I joked they were Delilah’ing my hair.
What does this have to do with the phone call?
The woman I talked to tonight is the sister of the man who was killed at the homeless shelter where I used to work. My early interactions with his family were naturally guarded because I didn’t know them and they didn’t know me. We all knew something was wrong with the official story, and I readily shared any insights that might be helpful, but then the pandemic hit and everything changed.
But I haven’t forgotten and the man’s family has not forgotten and my conversation with Jejchelle tonight confirms something larger than all of us is working through us to make something happen.
5/21/2020,
Dear Diary,
The Governor of Illinois, Governor Pritzker, is facing County resistance to his efforts to maintain lockdowns across the state. The Sheriff of DuPage County, James Mendrick, had this to say on Facebook:
As Sheriff, I feel that my own 1st amendment constitutional right to free speech has been completely trampled on by a governor who has threatened my Offices’ reimbursement and grant funds as a tool to force me not to speak. I just can’t do this any more. I stand with our citizens and businesses of DuPage County who have offered no trouble or no resistance to any rule we put upon them, no matter how strange. In fact they have communally helped to support us during this pandemic with resources and physical help. I will not have a polarized and threatened society when we are currently experiencing nothing but great treatment from our citizens and businesses
The Sheriff of Kendall County, Dwight Baird, also said he has no intention of enforcing the Governor’s executive order, saying the order “is not a law”.
While I was reading about all this I kept thinking the name “Pritzker” sounded familiar. And then it hit me.
William Skink said something about this family and how they relate to the time-spot. Something about the garden of a thousand Buddahs. I need to look into this more, it feels important.
5/22/2020
Dear Diary,
The boys have been enjoying poker. Well, when they get good hands they enjoy poker.
Yesterday I randomly kept a queen and a 9, then drew two queens and a nine. Today I had a pair of Kings, then drew another King and two 3s. Two full houses. It feels significant to me, but I can’t explain why.
Anyhoo,
I wrote a poem yesterday; these COVAXICON poems just keep coming, and often at Council Groves. I’m calling this one N MEN:
N MEN
lock me in the sock drawer, mama
the needle men are here
the dreams they bring
with pinprick stings
hiss like daddy’s beer
Christopher on the playground
said his dad has a plan
the heart can see
how the mind deceives
but I didn’t understand
all I see are eyes now, mama
and hands that cannot touch
I want to play
but Karen will say
I use it like a crutch
the cartoons have gone feral
like silly Pepe frog
oh what the heck
I’ll channel KEK
and rule from my log
Daddy hasn’t spoken
for 19 days and nights
before going mum
he told me, his son
to teach rabbits how to fight
I’m not sure how to do this
they cannot hold the knives
so instead I said
with our strong legs
we best run for our lives
5/23/2020
Dear Diary,
I am continually impressed by the work of Ryan Christian and Whitney Webb at The Last American Vagabond. They continue exposing some of the lesser known people providing the connective tissue to this end times power grab the sociopaths are trying to pull off on us.
While everyone knows the names of people like Bill Gates and Jeffrey Epstein, hardly anyone has ever heard of Bob Langer, an MIT professor who is raking in obscene amounts of money thanks to Covid-19, and who holds many patents:
Another early investor of Moderna Inc. is on the cusp of owning a stake worth at least $1 billion after the biotech firm reported encouraging early trial results for an experimental Covid-19 vaccine.
The value of board member Bob Langer’s 3.2% holding, including stock options, rose to $934.3 million Monday, as the shares surged 20% to a record $80 each. Langer, a professor at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, would be at least the third individual with Moderna holdings topping $1 billion, joining Chief Executive Officer Stephane Bancel and Harvard University professor Timothy Springer.
...
Langer, 71, has licensed or sub-licensed patents to more than 400 biotech, pharmaceutical, chemical and medical companies, according to his biography at MIT’s Langer Lab.
Langer has been described as the “common denominator” in the scramble to develop a vaccine. Remember his name, it’s an under-the-radar big one to pay attention to.
To aid in the preservation of memory, a poem for Bob:
Covaxitastic patent man
Bob, from MIT
didn’t get the axe
for awkward ties to Epstein
his colleague in the media lab,
Joi Ito, had to quit
but Bob survived the scandal
because his patents are the shit
a chip to turn fertility off
and on by remote control?
you’re in their science fiction now
just try to break their hold
so Rogan has gone rogue
and throws down against Big Tech
lets Alex break the story
going for their neck
maybe there’s some fight
left in people’s spine
that the lockiNazi control zombies
cannot quite out-shine
5/25/2020
Dear Diary,
I wrote another poem. I feel like I ran across a poem tree and there are a bunch of ripe poems and all I have to do is shake the branches a bit and the poems just plop down on the ground.
monkey man can be improved
attributes can be enhanced
listen up, you dumb baboons
time to wear your dancing pants
some of you won’t make the grade
junkie monkeys, fatties, flakes
but some of you know the game
a spot in time before Yellowstone shakes
monkey armies, we play both sides
merrily popping champagne corks
important only that you die
while we eat foie gras on golden forks
monkey man, don’t looks so glum
spider silk makes goat milk strong
and if you play your cards correctly
you might strap on our golden dong
5/26/2020
Dear Diary,
I somehow stumbled upon the idea of star-seeds this morning. I was trying to find interesting books on the topic of Transhumanism, but somehow landed on Zingdad Dot Com.
Star-seeds are brave souls from other star systems, like the Pleiades. To become star-seeds they sign a contract, get their assignment, traumatize themselves to lower vibrations in order to mix among us lowly earth creatures, then, if they complete their contract, they heal themselves and create paths for mere mortals to participate in the work of raising consciousness.
Here is a little taste of the Zingdad:
Earth is, at this time, quite a focal destination. It is the single biggest destination for Pleiadian Starseeds. There are a number of reasons for this. One is the close familial relationship between Pleiadians and Earth Humans. Another is the great need, at this time, upon the Earth. Also there is the fact of the high degree of difficulty and challenge. Earth is, in fact, considered to be the very toughest assignment of all. And Pleiadians are by nature a brave lot. Some would say foolhardy. We are ever willing to give ourselves to the most challenging endeavours. But most of all we are here in great numbers because of the critical importance to the entire galaxy that Earth’s human population succeeds in the in-situ ascension process that is being attempted here. This has never been done before. And if it succeeds, it will irrevocably alter galactic relations. It will end, once and for all, the interplanetary wars that have raged since the beginning of time.
I am in a particularly acute open-to-everything mindset, thanks in large part to plugging away at Gary Lachman’s Dark Star Rising; Magick And Power In The Age Of Trump.
Creating Reality, New Thought, Chaos Magick, Pure Belief, Right Man, Will to Power, Pepe the Frog. Capital Letters Sigil Capital Thots of Bringing Form Into Being.
Or something like that.
I am nearing the end of Dark Star Rising and some of the material on Russian practitioners is truly illuminating.
O the charade all this is! The PR glamour!
I marvel and do what I can. Who I am? Who indeed. Poetry! Poetry!
So a poem to conclude the day. Good night!
maybe I’m a star-seed
contracted to the earth
lowering my vibration
to help with cosmic birth
do dark ones hunt the star-seeds
with karma glue-gun blasts?
blocking our ascension
with spirit-trapping masks?
maybe I’m a hologram
made by AI lords
who make and break creation
‘cause life is such a bore
singularity our big bang?
algorithmic blood?
programmer god with perfect bod
planning another flood?
maybe I’m a virus
in need of Agent Smith
praying for Keanu
to fix the spreading rift
predictive, some will say
others: it’s ordained
when you see his DOB
you must rewire your brain
maybe I’m a thot form
garbled from the start
sequence, time, all a lie
just some mind’s mental fart
if they disappear me
it’s for a larger plan
dark ones hate the star-seeds
rising from the land
5/28/2020
Dear Diary,
Another cop killed another black man, this time in Minneapolis. The cop put his knee on the throat of George Floyd until he died. It was caught on video. Now, riots.
A familiar pattern occurs with these events. Agent provocateurs infiltrate protests and commit acts of violence so that media can depict the protestors as violent thugs. The provocateur in this case was filmed breaking windows of the Autozone before it got torched. The man was dressed all in black, had a professional gas mask on, and an umbrella.
Will this spark of unrest spread to other cities? It already has. The summer of rage has begun.
5/29/2020
Dear Diary,
The Simpsons is a cartoon show I grew up watching. Over the years, the show has been credited with predicting all kinds of real-world events, like the election of Donald Trump, for example.
Now a 2010 episode is coming under scrutiny because it depicts a cabal of media titans convening a secret meeting in the crown of the Statue of Liberty to cook up the next “phony baloney crisis”. Check out this quote from the episode:
“I’d like to call to order this secret conclave of American media empires. We’re here to come up with the next phony-baloney crisis put Americans back where they belong: In dark rooms, glued to their televisions, too terrified to skip the commercials”.
It gets better as the man continues with his idea:
“I think we should go with a good old-fashioned public health scare.”
Then a woman adds:
“A new disease. No one’s immune. It’s like the summer of the shark except, instead of a shark, its an epidemic. And instead of summer, it’s all the time!”
Sure, a show that has existed for over 30 seasons is bound to come up with content that mirrors real life, but this is ridiculous. File this under predictive programming.
5/31/2020
Dear Diary,
The Coronavirus has taken a sudden backseat to the multi-faceted reaction to the police slaying of George Webb. With more violence sure to explode tonight, I’m doing my best to inform the few readers of my little blog a difficult conclusion I have arrived at. I’ll just repost the whole thing:
I know it’s going to be difficult to accept what I’m about to say because people get very invested in their chosen narratives, but it’s important that you at least be exposed to the notion that it’s all true.
It’s true that people engaged in peaceful protests.
It’s true that people engaged in lawless looting.
It’s true that provocateurs have committed acts of vandalism and sometimes carry umbrellas.
It’s true that Antifa exists and that they don’t advocate gently placing flowers in the gaping hole of a long gun.
It’s true that some very messed up militia minded people call themselves Boogaloo Bois, wear Hawaiian shirts, and are showing up to add their brand of crazy to the mix.
It’s true looters come in all shades and sizes.
It’s true some desperate people are taking things they need.
It’s true some opportunistic people are taking things they want.
It’s true opportunistic government thugs suddenly shifted the Covid-19 rationale for using contract tracing to a catch-them-rioters rationale for using contract tracing.
It’s true the policy infrastructure for enacting martial law has been a long-term, bi-partisan project.
It’s true that now is the time to realize what’s at stake, but instead of acting collectively for our mutual benefit, the cognitive challenge of accepting that all these things can be true at the same time will keep us tied to one of these things to the exclusion of all the others.
It’s hard work, I know. But I have faith in you.
6/2/2020
Dear Diary,
The above entry was front-paged at Moon of Alabama and has gotten positive feedback for the most part. I have even gotten a better picture of Richard Steven Hack, who is as knowledgeable about Nazi occult sociopaths as much as I am, so not sure if his aggression is just an act or if he is a bored intelligence agent fucking around with earnest poets like myself.
On another blog I ran across a crazy, crazy back and forth between Anna, who I have quoted previously, and someone going by the handle Boethius. I will copy and paste the exchange below:
ANNA: Boethius,
You know what’s going on and why, right?
And maybe you know what’s going on on the Moon….
I was told military are able to go to the moon and are currently working on something, controlled by someone…
And I feel you know why Elon Musk is so obsessed by Mars.
BOETHIUS: Hey Anna, consider the lockdown/quarantine ritual. The whole world stays indoors and nobody goes to work unless they provide a necessary service like food, energy, communication. This lasts for several months or more. And you always wear a mask when you go outside. It’s exactly the same ritual as the fake ISS except recreated here on earth. At best it’s a ritual, at worst it’s practice, training or testing to see how well we’ll do.
ANNA: Hi Boethius,
Glad to have you back here.
…How well we’ll do here on Earth after a possible catastrophe, on the Moon or on Mars? Or else, inside capsules kept underground?
I know “they” actually want to go to the Moon or somewhere in outer space and save their asses should a natural catastrophe take place here, their “gods” promised them they’d be the “chosen ones”.
They’re so rich and so stupid.
BOETHIUS: Anna, nice to back. Never thought I’d meet someone who sees what the Elite are working towards: the mass exodus from earth and not in rocket ships, which don’t work in the vacuum except in movies. Leaving is only one possible future. Another would be people coming here, not aliens, I don’t think, but humans, maybe the same ones who left a long time ago, returning. That’s Thomas Pynchon’s take on 9/11 as stated in “Against the Day” and “Bleeding Edge” Covid-19 and 9/11 are connected, part of the same scheme, ritual, dream.
ANNA: I was told that the creators of the Moon -not the one we see which is an hologram, the real one behind, smaller and currently invaded my human military and someone else (“their” gods) that controls us here and them- are coming back, on the Moon I mean, not here (I think, but you never know) cos the elites’ times nearly over.
The moon is 12.000 years old, was put there by a very advanced race who looks like us and works as a beacon in the sky that goes off as an alarm should an unwanted invasion from outer space take place. They used to live on Mars but there was a collision with Saturn, Venus and the moon being the result of that collision. They managed to survive, left Mars which was destroyed and managed to move the Moon closer to Earth through a very sophisticated technology.
They are making sure nobody can interfere with our (poor) evolution and free (ah!) will, planet Earth will do the rest when the time is right.
Still have to read Pynchon’s books. I think he has the same sources of info I have,which is very interesting.
Boethius it’d be wonderful to have you on board here, what you say is fascinating and always confirms my thoughts and info I get.
Oh, I forgot something.
The “gods” that live on the Moon need our energy to survive and the military to do the work, as their body is not dense like ours. They’re the ones that made ancient civilizations believe they are Gods who need blood rituals and sacrifices to keep benevolent towards mankind. Think Yahweh for instance. Surely one of them.
They created all religions to keep mankind in slavery.
There’s a reason why Gurdjieff said a long time ago ” we are food for the Moon”. He knew what’s going on up there.
Time to evict them and get our lives back.
BOETHIUS: Anna, everything you say is insane, paranoid, schizophrenic ramblings except that it’s probably true. I know because I was on the ground at 9/11 on 9/11 and I saw the troops invading. I literally saw them on the ground marching. That’s what made me leave my office, not the planes, the troops. When I got downstairs my panic was gone and I didn’t see anything that made me worried. I don’t know if I was hallucinating, being shown the past, present or future another dimension and alternative reality (what Pynchon calls “Deep Archer” in his typical stupid name syntax). I was hoping that some other 9/11 witness might have had the same experience but never found anyone who saw anything at all, not even the people I used to work with. Looks like we’re the ones making sculptures of Devil’s Tower out of mashed potatoes on our plates. But we’re not the only ones.
ANNA: Boethius,
Had anything unusual happened to you prior to that day? I mean do you have “paranormal” abilities of some sorts?
Can you recall the uniforms the troops you saw were wearing? Did they look like they were from another age or modern ones?
Did they look human, and american?
Maybe I’m asking you too much and I apologise for being so insistent, but I’d really love to read a piece written by yourself about that day, as much detailed as possible.
We’re not mad, we’ve been lied to about the universe and our life here for too long. Time to find out the truth.
BOETHIUS: was the only person who saw the second plane wasn’t real that day (the first plane was probably a propeller plane, possibly from the WWI or WWII era) so I was the last one left in the building. Everyone else was rushing down the main stairs into the Winter Garden lobby. For me the plane stopped moving, then got smaller, then farther away. So I looked down whereas for the entire time our eyes had been directed upwards, at the towers, to see the fake effect of the fake first airliner crash, which itself was probably a projected image. It wasn’t very convincing. The guy standing next to me commented on how it didn’t look real. Big hole in a building, no people, papers, desks, office furniture, fuselage, wreckage, etc… Anyway, when I looked down I saw the troops marching and immediately decided that I had time to run home and protect my wife. So I took off down the emergency exit which only one other person was using. When I got to the street I had no more feelings of danger or panic. Everything was calm. No hole in the Tower, no planes in the sky, no troops marching. For a long time I thought the images of the troops were to get me to leave, to not see what was really going on at the base of the tower. If I had stayed in my office until the end I probably would have been killed because the tower detonation shot concrete and asbestos directly into my windows smashing everything to bits. So maybe the image of the troops saved my life that day. Maybe it also kept me from seeing what I wasn’t allowed to see. Maybe I saw it anyway because later I had a vision of the instructions to leave earth being given and even today I believe that is one of the things that happened at the base of the towers on 9/11 which is why I don’t think it was about money or power. It was about what’s happening next, whenever next is, tomorrow or 1,000 years from now. When I found out my family has been part of the top since 1111 (for those into numbers, that’s our year), for those who don’t think names can be patented, that’s when we received our letters patent) I knew that 1,000 years is nothing and those at the top can easily hold their position that long no matter what upheaval, war, dictator, plague, famine, etc… civilization endures, it’s all just something for them to do while waiting. Recently I’ve started to consider that the troops coming and our (some or all of us) leaving are two alternative futures and if there is a war, it’s between those two possibilities. Since reading Pynchon I’ve started to consider that those coming are human time travelers especially since the first plane was an old one from the days of vacuum tubes and propellers, not some fancy alien warp-engine anti-gravity wormhole device.
The quiet of 9/11 is what got me thinking about a message being sent/received. Nobody said a word that day. No sirens, no fire alarms, no evacuation messages, no screaming people (not until the towers fell), no police barking orders. I walked right up to the base and a (fake) cop saw me, looked right at me but didn’t say anything. It was the quietest day in the history of NYC. Even Bush kept his mouth shut when he got the news. Everybody at home watching on TV kept their mouths shut. Pynchon talks about this exact thing in Against the Day. A fake terrorist attack designed to shut the whole world up. And then we got quiet again for the corona-hoax. Maybe another message sent/received.
ANNA: Hi Boethius,
First of all I want to thank you for telling us what you witnessed that day.
See, since I’ve been practicing with my Shaman friend I’ve experienced so many “weird” things for an average human being that nothing shocks me anymore.
You experienced something extraordinary in the pure sense of the word: Something out of the ordinary. You had to be there in that very moment and see what you saw and no one else. Why? I dunno. Might be something related to your family heritage, or some spiritual destiny, but whatever that is, it’s really impressive.
The vision you had about an order to leave Earth, for what I know could be related to what the élites want to do as soon as a glaciation takes place. They know it’s going to happen within a few years as we are currently in the middle of two ice events: One that takes place every 100.000 years and a smaller one that happens every 11.500 years or so. Volcanic activity has increased by 700% and the climate change thing promoted by Greta Thunberg is pure bullshit. The planet is cooling down, not heating up.
In the next few years there are probably going to be great catastrophes around the world and they want to make sure they save their asses; they’re sure their gods, the same ones they’ve been sacrificing innocents to for thousands of years, will land with their space ships to collect them as so they’ve been told. It’s a lie of course, but the false pandemic in which they actually believe I was told, it’s being used against mankind to finish off the job of reducing us all to vaccinated and chipped slaves to make sure we do not wake up and kill them when they leave the planet, so hindering their plans.
About the troops you saw, you could have had a vision of the past in a different place but it helped you to leave the building immediately. Had you seen something normal you probably would have died. It wasn’t your destiny to die that day. In the Shamanic world things like that are known as the information field ( or energy wave) that sends you visions or strange events to turn your life upside down and change it for good.
I’ve always known the two planes were holograms. I can’t remember though, whether there is a video of the first fake plane hitting one the towers, must watch it again.
***I’ll interject here that I have reoccurring dreams (not as frequently as I used to) of seeing ships leaving earth and of trying to escape something, and of being left behind. Anna continues by responding to another commenter about her “moon theory”.
ANNA: Hi TIMR,
I’ve been practising with a Shaman for a few years now. He does astral travels and I do lucid dreaming.
That means that during our “trips” (we don’t use drugs, only drumbeat to get in the right mental state) we encounter entities, either from spiritual realm so without a body, or from other planets, and some have a physical body.
Some entities are always the same, giving us answers to our questions. They never interfere with our free will so they answer by giving us part of the story and hints we then have to think about and come up with other questions in order to have more complete answers.
The problem you’re experiencing with the moon reflection is due to the position of the hologram relative to the sun and the Earth, it is not parallel because it comes from a source of light which is itself a reflection of a light coming from a very advanced machinery hidden underground. That’s the way I understood it, but keep in mind that I don’t have a scientific degree, so I might have gotten that wrong.
The famous “dark side of the moon” has never existed, and this explains the strange orbit the moon had related to Earth and the sun which always seems to hide that side.
The hologram is a concave light that covers up the real moon.
You are free to not believe me or think I’m total nutcase, but if you know shamanic practices a bit you know I’m telling the truth.
Anyway, I think Pynchon is able to do astral travels or he comes from wealth and has the possibility to talk to military involved in secret space projects, or has another way to contact entities that give him all the info he then puts into his books.
At the end of the day Tesla had his own sources too and he was a genius…
6/3/2020
Dear Diary,
I was writing a poem in the Lego world. I was using words like “pink” and “moon”. I was listening to music. I was hearing Nick Drake croon.
Wait, what—you heard Nick Drake? You heard him sing Pink Moon?
Yes. Yes, I did. And a poem you’ll read quite soon.
6/11/2020
Dear Diary,
It’s been over a week since last I addressed you. We are still fully in the uprising stage of the madness, with social unrest spreading around the globe.
Woke white people are going berserker everywhere, using the full power of their cancel culture at the slightest hint of disagreement. My buddy is a member of a mushroom identification Facebook group and he told me it’s been taken over by woke white mushroom identifiers who are banning anyone who doesn’t 100% agree with them.
The fear of Coronavirus has been seamlessly suspended in people’s minds as they fill the streets. Now a second wave of infections appears imminent, at least that is what they are priming us for.
There is something very suspicious about the public execution of George Floyd. I don’t feel like getting into it now, but maybe I’ll outline some of the weirdness when I have more time.
6/12/2020
Dear Diary,
There is a six block section of Seattle that activists have transformed into an autonomous zone, called the Capitol Hill Autonomous Zone (CHAZ). This occurred after police and national guard troops pulled out after days of intense conflict between protesters and law enforcement.
At first the activists were having a great time, dancing in the streets, showing free movies and inviting homeless people to break bread. But then the homeless people stole all the food, tweets for vegan meat substitutes were ignored, and a black rapper by the name of Raz Simone took control of the CHAZ with an AK-47 and his crew.
This is evidence, some say, that we are living in a simulation.
6/18/2020
Dear Diary,
I got a particularly insane book in the mail a few days ago titled HOW BLACK OPS MILITARY STOPPED ASCENSION with the subtitle TRANSHUMANISM-END OF THE HUMAN ERA.
A fun synchronicity with this arrival is its mention of the Mayan calendar and some article claiming scholars have re-analyzed the timeline and the end of the calendar is actually this weekend.
I think there’s even some eclipses coming up.
Basically the author, Sam Jenkins, claims to be a starseed spiritually imprisoned by dark, evil forces on earth, and that mankind has already been de-souled, so to speak. Much of what this person is claiming aligns with what William Skink has claimed.
I shudder at the implications.
6/22/2020
Dear Diary,
It is Monday, so I guess the world didn’t end. But, if the world is a quarantined prison planet controlled by deranged, black-ops soul eaters who are using transhumanist technology to enslave mankind, maybe it should.
I really don’t know what to make of the book I read this weekend. I’m choosing to see it as a sophisticated psyop intended to create feelings of hopelessness and helplessness because if it’s true we are fucked and there is no point fighting.
The idea of “star-seeds” comes from the acid-drenched mind of Timothy Leary, and was also promoted by Robert Anton Wilson, so I am VERY suspicious. I also don’t think it’s a coincidence that Wilson has a post-humous book coming out soon.
The author of the book I read this weekend claims to be a MILAB, which is short for military abductee. Getting abducted by black-ops military is actually an evolution from alien abduction stories, which were popular in the 90’s. And who popularized the idea of being abducted by ET? Whitley Strieber, author of the book Communion.
As I was browsing online this morning I came across a very interesting thread on Strieber. Apparently Striber’s understanding of his experiences have evolved to include the possibility he was part of MK Ultra mind control experiments as a child in Texas. Even more disturbing, Strieber is connected with the Process Church of the Final Judgement, the evil fuckers connected to both the Son of Sam killings and Charles Manson.
That thread includes a link to the material I read this weekend, when it was first posted back in 2013. The woman who posted the link is Ann Diamond, another person who claims to have recalled being involved in MK Ultra experiments as a child in Montreal, at McGill University. Her claims include speculation that a famous poet and songwriter she knows was a type of handler for her. His name? Leonard Cohen.
This rabbit hole is starting to feel like a black hole. Time to turn off the computer and take a walk in the woods.
6/23/2020
Dear Diary,
There are reports coming in from around the country about fireworks. There appears to be early and increased firework activity in some urban areas, like Brooklyn. The explosions go late into the night, long enough to make people wonder about who could have the financial resources to explode ordinance at this capacity.
Strange.
6/26/2020
Dear Diary,
I think there may be a transhumanist/cyborg war being waged against how humans exist, which is by breathing—a war on breath.
The main way the dreaded Covid supposedly kills is through respiratory distress. A part of this could be the use, or misuse, of ventilators.
Then there’s the strangulation death of George Floyd, which was very similar to the strangulation death of Eric Garner, both black men murdered by police.
Locally I’m investigating a “self defense” strangulation case involving two men at the homeless shelter where I used to work. The official story: a fight broke out at the shelter and Johnny Lee Perry strangled Sean Stevenson in “self defense”. Seriously, that is what the County Attorney’s office is claiming, stating the investigation showed Perry used “justifiable force” when he stopped Stevenson’s ability to breathe.
The war on breath continues with the absurd debate about mask wearing. Does wearing a mask limit oxygen intake, or are the people who say that selfish and insane?
And then there’s the worry that 5G technology makes it more difficult for our bodies to get oxygen into our lungs, and the counter argument to that being YOU ARE CRAZY PEOPLE. Yes, we are crazy people, so please avoid things like that clip of the Congressman getting the advocates of this technology to admit there is absolutely no independent research that has been done on the SAFETY of 5G technology, so really no one knows what could happen when they install the boxes and turn on the tech.
Let’s see, what else? How about air quality? How about a massive dust cloud from Africa crossing the ocean to hit the east coast in a weather event one weather man called a 50 year event? Yes, that is happening now.
Even my own breath is problematic with too much cannabis use and undiagnosed sleep apnea.
Is the idea of a war on breath sounding a little less insane?
6/27/2020
Dear Diary,
The Eastern faction holding William Skink in Arlee got their foothold in the valley through Linda Pritzker. This is how wikipedia describes her:
Linda Pritzker (born September 1953) also known by the name Lama Tsomo is an American lama in the Tibetan Buddhist tradition. She is a spiritual teacher, author, philanthropist, and co-founder of the Namchak Foundation and Namchak Retreat Ranch in Missoula, Montana. She is a member of the Pritzker family, known for the Hyatt Hotel fortune.
Currently Chicago is being run by a Pritzker, and four years ago Forbes magazine wrote this about the family:
The Hyatt Hotel clan, which hails from Chicago, counts 11 billionaire members - many of whom still have stakes in the publicly traded Hyatt. Thomas, the hotel group's executive chairman, is the only Pritzker who still maintains a role at Hyatt.
The family members have mostly diversified after the clan spent the 2000's feuding over trusts. They eventually divvied up the fortune. Penny is now the U.S. Commerce Secretary; Gigi is a movie producer (Drive; The Way Way Back) John owns boutique hotel group Commune Hotels; brothers Anthony and J.B. run Pritzker Group investment firm; Karen (pictured above) and her husband Michael Vlock are active investors. Liesel Pritzker Simmons, who sued her father and the Pritzker family in 2003 (the family settled), is an impact investor. Roots of the fortune date to A.N. Pritzker (d. 1986), who with his sons Jay, Donald and Robert created Hyatt Hotels and invested in holdings like industrial conglomerate Marmon Group, now owned by Berkshire Hathaway.
Why nothing about Linda?
6/28/2020
Dear Diary,
Global, geopolitical madness.
Some massive explosion in Iran. They say it was just a gas leak.
Chinese soldiers killing and capturing Indian soldiers.
North Korea blowing shit up.
ALL American wars, both overt and covert, continuing and simmering with little media attention or shits given by the distracted American public.
Israel does whatever the fuck they want to Palestinians.
Israel bombs targets in Syria and Iraq.
Turkey wants in on the action.
What the fuck is going on in Libya? Who is backing Haftar?
Yemen. Dear God, Yemen.
Biden wants to get tougher on Venezuela than Trump.
Putin pays the Taliban to kill US soldiers, claim the Russiagate cult.
Europe: where you at, bro?
Brazil: Covid? Locusts?
Southern Europe: fuck off and die.
Geopolitical madness.
All I want to do is cry.
6/29/2020
Dear Diary,
Interesting comments at the Moon blog. NemesisCalling said this:
I have learned a few things crawling my way out of crippling anxiety that I suppose also ring true for those with chronic depression. Though I always lament the child that goes without proper parenting to instill value and love into their children and for those that by sheer chance have a mental imbalance/impairment that is no fault of their own.
By and large, there is a great majority of those suffering under the weight of their own mind who can legitimately help themselves if they merely shut-off the spicket that continuously inundates their self with false narratives about life its social constructions.
There are indeed many evils, but two of the greatest are advertisement/marketting, increasingly sharing a relationship with consummable media that is 100% corporate owned/financed, and public education which is increasingly hellbent on eroding the fundamental duties of parents to be the great instillers of self-worth, ethic, and truth for their children. We all know the elites breed their children to not go slumming with the underclasses, but what if I told you that public school as it is designed is to go lockstep with the two-breadwinner household to keep the neoliberal reality in place.
This reality seeks to establish a firm grip on your mind by dismissing such silly notions of free will with postmodern social construction which attempt to strengthen and hold the position of neoliberal globalism.
Those suffering under the weight of their own diminished self-value, further entrenching this by partaking in fast food, popular culture, video games, etc. are playing into their hands quite beautifully. And the full-on assault on POTUS not only provides an easy scapegoat for their own wallowing anger and bitterness but also seeks to destroy any threat to the globalist chokehold being spearheaded equally by Chinese-American elites.
It feels good to hate the bad guy, as POTUS is being painted as, and to pile-on. There are many here reinforcing such a reality by not attacking the true evil, which is of course neoliberal globalism.
But I may digress. You aren't a hooligan to be used by the elite to dethrone POTUS. You have the power to not only feel good about yourself and your life by making good choices, but also have the ability to be on the right side of history by speaking truth to power about what is really going on.
The mental illness in my country being supported by lack of consciousness of freewill is part and parcel of their plan.
As it stands, if you are wallowing, you are playing into their hands.
To which I replied:
@NemesisCalling,
very well said, thank you for that. I very much agree that neoliberal globalism is one of the true evils that must be directly addressed if we're to avoid the technocratic prison planet they have been constructing for us, their cattle.
we don't need names of individuals, we need to understand their modes of thinking and methods. LARPing
(live action role play) and increasingly sophisticated disinfo operations like Q-anon play very important roles in behavior management.
I also think there is a spiritual aspect to what is happening and some of those narratives are worth better understanding, like the idea of star-seeds, which goes back to Timothy Leary and Robert Anton Wilson, the latter having a post-humous publication coming out soon I believe.
I think it's a big mistake to ignore and/or ridicule these topics, especially when so many people, including myself, are being manipulated by them. maybe I'm a fool, a gullible mark spreading their mind viruses, I dunno. it's a double-bind mindfuck they've got seekers spinning around in.
6/30/2020
Dear Diary,
Masks, man. People still be talking about masks, masks, masks. Luckily I listen to people like Ryan Christian at Last American Vagabond who reminded me that masks cost money, and companies like 3M are going to make LOTS of money if mask wearing becomes mandatory, and an entity that is invested 3M is Blackrock.
Why is that important?
Because Blackrock is the central bank darling picked to help implement THE GREAT RESET.
Fuck.
I have a black rock I call my philosophers stone. It’s jet black basalt. Where does basalt come from? Usually lava flows. Where does lava come from? Volcanoes. What is YELLOWSTONE? A massive caldera of volcanic energy that could wipe out mankind.
Black rocks, yellow stones, molten red lava. How about precious metal—silver and gold?
I transformed some cash currency today into two ounces of gold and 30 ounces of silver. Let’s call it retail alchemy.
Fear is ramping up again as another pivot takes us from co-opted street uprising to LOCKDOWN TWO. The fear-mongering headlines scream incessantly about things like an increase in CASES (not deaths) and hospital ICU’s at 90% CAPACITY (despite those leading these hospitals explaining this isn’t unusual and the media is causing undue panic).
The Transhumanist Neoliberal Globalist Cryptofascist Pedophile Soul Eaters are making their big moves and keeping the pace quick enough so we remain in a deep state of disorientation.
Fuck that. A higher power is pushing back. Keep the faith.